What the FUCK! is going on with me?!

Theres a lot of things running though my head at full speed right now. The past month i've really been just trying to figure out what the FUCK is going on with me. My life, my spirits, my ex relationship ha, and just how i am. I dont know...maybe im just really trippin. Cause everyday seems legit. Everyday seems normal and it feels great. Like nothing can fuck it up. But once I start to think about how my life has been and will be...I feel so shitty..I dont know man...shits all stupid. Maybe im thinking way too much. yall probably reading this like what the fuck is this fool talking about....But then it all hit me one day right...peep this shit right here.....NONE OF US ARE IMPORTANT TO ANYBODY! We aint shit. we aint never gonna be shit. Were all just one person amongst billions on this earth. And those people that are well known like celebrities and all of that. Theyre nothing but a BIG name. Its all crazy.....And theres all these people that strive to be just another big name! But once the BIG name has become a small name, then what. Everybody wants to be first to the loneliest place. THE TOP! And now I just think its stupid. everbodys so wrapped up in their egos or wrapped up in egos they are trying to create.
But with that said and all that...I dont give a fuck im the most important muthafucka on this planet! shit....pahaha nah all jokes aside. Im nobody either. Im just Anthony Hernandez....AKAALTBC(also known as and likes to be called) CRAFTY! I wont front...I too wanna be at the top right, but now its not as important as it was about 10 minutes go before i started typing this. I mean...alot of people know THE NAME, but they dont know the person...showing us that everybody doesnt matter to anybody. nobodys important. all we see is names...or brands. Ill meet someone...and then never talk to them again because they wernt important to me. And its the same way for them looking at me. wordtomother. I rather be like these kids. =]



to be continued....maybe haha


peas,