Lately

Ive been sitting here thinking....and ive come to a conclusion. You are soo wack! Honestly you are. I think, why did i surround myself around you for such a long time. I used to be all for you and care all in the world for you. Now....shit i could care less what you do with yourself. Running around with your indecisive mind. You think you've grown up because you flaunt the things you have..but to me thats just basic. You havent done anything to make me or anybody else think you're the shit. Stop walking around acting like your shit don't stink cause i know..IT DOES. I honestly think someone will knock you up and all your little dreams will be crushed. =] Call me a Jerk, and I hope you do. But I just don't care. They always talk about the ones that talk shit to make themselves feel good because they know they're nothing. The people who discovered that were talking about people like you. Listen up, people aren't chocolates. You cant just pick them out how you want them to look. Things don't work like that. If they did, Life would be one big motion picture. But I guess that only applies to you. Do you know what people are mostly? Bastards. Bastard coated bastards with bastard filling. But I don't find them half as annoying as I find a dumb indecisive bobble-headed girl who walks around vomiting bullshit. You've pushed my buttons but no more! HA! You couldn't push my buttons if you tried. In fact, I have no buttons. Please think of me as buttonless, all smooth, Crafty Muthafucka who WILL show you up in life without even having to do a whole lot =]
But this here is not all about being a dick to you. I feel like said whats on my mind at the second..but on a lighter note...I enjoyed the times we did have and probably will continue to have. You made HALF of time good...nah great. You've made memories with me and nobody else can make. I'm great-full of you for that. Im not out to be enemies with anybody..I don't like to hold grudges on anybody. I don't have time for that. But this is all just thoughts. and thoughts. and thoughts. So I'm going to listen to the rest of this Stevie Wonder mix and go about my day. I feel better now.
Im willing to work this out if you are willing to also. Dont forget I love you....but I don't like you right now. =]
peas,


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